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Wednesday, January 19, 2005 Hollywood crapsDear diary, I'm sorry I feel angry about sumthin stoopid again... can't help it ^.^ Just saw Britney's new video... TOTAL CRAP is all I can say. She's sooooooo lost n f**ked up! What is it about fame n wealth controlling people? Almost every damn "star" end up forgetting who they are, where they come from n stuff like that... They got more than they ever need n so they waste their money... how cruel is that, taking everything for granted... while most of them know what it feels like to be poor (that's how most people started, cuz they were poor n didn't wanna be no more)and hungry n suffering... they could have done SO MUCH to help the starving children receive some education, things like that... just imagine, if they all get together to try to help "fix" the tragedy of the world... what a wonderful world it would be! *sobs* Will I live to see that day? I doubt it... but who knows... God works in mysterious ways, rite... What's funny is... the world sees them as idols and examples and goals... the truth is far from all that. Those "stars" are the ones confused n lost n insecure n unhappy. It should be us, the lay people, that they admire... though we ain't got much money or flashy cars, or mansions, or money to throw away. With all the money they have, all the fame, they still couldn't put it all together... trying so hard to find happiness in all the wrong places and on things like drugs, sex, the whole deal. No wonder depressed people become even more depressed! Cuz if they start looking at things as they really are, I'm pretty sure most of them (also us) can't handle life. We won't last a week! This world is sooo messed up... too bad God promised Noah to never again destroy the world like he did with the 40-day flood. If God hadn't made that promise, I'm sure He would have wiped out his creations many many times (cuz we're all so evil most times) over n over again. Oooook... enuff writing about this depressing subject... gotta get some sleep... Oh, I just finished reading "Shopaholic takes Manhattan" the ending is soooooo good! Which made me realize that we humans collect sooo much junk that we don't need... too many clothes, too much money wasted on clothes, shoes, bags, the whole deal. Why? Why? Why? Can we be like Mother Teresa who only had 2 pairs of robe? the second one was for in case the one she was wearing got wet/was being washed... I know I can't, at least not that extreme... maybe one day I can attain enlightenment n free myself from worldly desires... one day... and this is the end of today for me... hitting the sack now. Nite nite si Monyet @ 1/19/2005 09:54:00 PM
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